At school its very different its like a whole new school err.. really dont like my school and i feel like i really dont fit in anymore. Compared to year 10 where i was friends with everyone and everyone was civil. I use to look forward to being at school and i had sooo much energy now i just want to go home and sit and do nothing. emo i know but thats how i feel i dont think i fit in with friends and i feel that i dont really put all my effort into work...
but shit happens and hopefully i will move out of my depressed stage and find happiness in some shit ahah yeah well recently there are people that help me get out of my pms like spending time with my close friend flora she is amazing when were together its like were 13 again but less gross and we laugh at everything and we get each other when it comes to acting movies cinematography bla bla shes cool :) also talking for hours with katherine takes my mind off shit and we laugh and are soo random (ew i sound 12) we'd speak our minds and wont care, even if its on how to insert a tampon...ahahahhahahahahahha and my class bud gracie weather we are getting stoned at parachute to reminiscing our good old days as class buddies as much as we drift and get bugged at one another we make up and bitch together :) Its also good to see nessa once and a while its hard because im always working and she goes to all these parties but its fun seeing each other :) Chenille is like my sister she bugs me i bug her we hit each other we laugh we cry we bitch but she is someone that i can always be myself with and we always have a good time :)
talking about them makes me feel better but im really considering moving schools or not doing year 13 or doing an exchange :s can decide
oh and in media my favorite subject we are doing american teen films ommmmmmgggg now this is something i can write about ahahahhaha we just finished rebel without a cause :)
James Dean and Natalie Wood next is Breakfast club yaaaaaayyyyyyyy!!!!
im also tied up trying to find time to take up acting for screen i miss it so much and i miss fiona and all the fun we have! but im currently working so im deciding to do it around term 3 when i come back from my trip to LA/NYC!!! anyways so i need to keep working and getting as much money as i can get to go again aswell as joining the gym and doing soccer either for western springs or school but i also wanna do stage challenge but i'd probably get kicked out cause i'd miss so many practices caus i work and soccer and yeah. See what i got through..
Its so funny ten years time i'll be laughing at this "dilemma" it is like those american teen films ahah
I went to parachute and it was heaps of fun apart from the weather flooding our tent on the last day so we left a day early.
well thats been my month and OH saw valentines day...not a good movie personally not into rom-coms but i expected more from a star studded cast oh and saw nine not what i expected either but Penelope Cruz and Marion Cotillard are just stunning. OMG SAW REVOLUTIONARY ROAD LOVED IT BUT I HEAR THE BOOK IS AMAZING SO IM GONA READ IT and i saw the piano with the young anna pacquin she is just adorable any ways that has been my month
wait P. S Nick Jonas album is breathtaking and JOHN FUCKING MAYER IS COMING TO NZ IN APRILLLLL
PP.S FUCK SELENA GOMEZ.
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